Well, I finished it. The artist book is complete, along with the bazillion thoughts I had streaming through my mind concerning it. The look of the book was kept simple, each page containing a quote focusing on change while having a section cut from the page, piece by piece. Making it reminded me of the children’s book _The_Hungry_Caterpiller_ (sp?), though that book would kick my book’s ass in any competition.
The important thing is that it’s done. So I am led to the next train of thinking: "Am -I- done?" Now that I have assembled this tribute to my life changing, am I done with it? The change that happens in my life will Never stop, that I am prepared for, but perhaps my reactions to and perceptions of this change can start to become more fixed…? Examining one’s personal feelings concerning any life event can be incredibly exhausting and often dull. Now that I have completed my Life Changes artist book, perhaps I can also complete my reactions to these changes. Of course, choosing this could lead to a whole new set of options…
When my life changes, I could just dye my hair some new crazy color. I’ve done this in the past, and it may work out great.
Instead, perhaps every time a change happens, I can simply do a ritual SCREAM and throw things around the house. hmmmm…
I could run outside, yell "This SUCKS. AGAIN." three times, and spit.
Perhaps I could meditate while doing bizarre yoga poses and focus on becoming One With The Change.
Or hell, just drink a lot of beer and giggle.
I’m not sure which option looks the most appealing, but the fact that I could even have these options feels great. I will continue my search for an Intended Reactions To Life Changes, and would love any further suggestions if you have them!
